Read my story
Ever since I was a little girl, I've asked myself many questions about life, about God, and about what it means to be human.
I was born in Colombia, into a deeply religious family. As a teenager, I was already teaching religion to children, and I sang in church. My spiritual search was sincere, but it also came with fears, rules, and beliefs I didn't dare to question.
In 2005, I left Colombia to come and live in Quebec. This is where I've built a large part of my life. I'm the mother of two children, and I've shared my life with my husband for almost 30 years.
Like everyone, I've known beautiful moments, but also very difficult times: anxiety, depression, doubt, and moments when I no longer really knew who I was. For a long time, I looked for answers outside myself: in books, in religion, in what other people said.
In 2012, I left religion. And everything changed.
Instead of searching outside, I began to look within. To observe my behaviours, my thoughts, my emotions. I began to meditate, to connect with myself. I felt that God and I were one, so I no longer needed to look anywhere else. That made all the difference.
I began to see life as a mirror: what surrounded me reflected something of who I was. And I learned to listen to that reflection.
Sound has always been there. In church, when I sang, I would sometimes sing in tongues, a language made of vibrations rather than words. I used to say: this is God's presence. I felt in harmony with everything, with the universe. That connection never left me. I kept singing, meditating with my voice, letting sound guide me.
Then I wanted to go deeper. I trained at a very good school of sound healing, then in neuro-linguistic programming (NLP), and now in hypnosis.
And I continue my inner work, every day. For me, it's the heart of everything. I'm convinced that to accompany someone, you first have to do this work on yourself. Otherwise, we risk projecting our own pain onto the other person, believing they're living the same thing we are. We are one, and at the same time, each of us lives our own experience. The more I do my inner work, the more clearly I see the person in front of me.
I don't have all the answers, and I don't pretend to. I'm still learning, questioning, and discovering too.


